BFN

BFN = Big Fat Negative

One of these days, perhaps I will get to see a BFP.  But today, that was not so.  We are heartbroken and disappointed beyond words.  I truly had felt that this month was it for me, more than I have ever felt.  There were symptoms I had that I rarely if ever have had before, and the cramping was much duller and later than it usually is.  I think that makes it harder, but perhaps not.  I'm sad every month, and I wonder when that will ever end.

Thank you, as always, for your prayers and love.  It is only through God's gracious presence in our lives that we are able to keep going, even today, when we are so full of sorrow.